So to be honest, a lot of stuff used to bring me tears of joy. One of the downsides of treating Schizoaffective Disorder is the medicine for it is so potent it depletes the capacity to feel a full range of emotion. This includes outward expressions of what’s inward, such as tears of joy; not just feeling the emotion but displaying it too. So in short, nothing really brings me tears of joy. It’s not that I don’t ever feel joy, just that the depth of that emotion is limited compared to what it used to be. But still, I’d rather God guide me to the right psychiatrist and medicine than be caught in an altered state of mind where I am out of touch with reality to the point my life is significantly impaired for a substantial period of time. God bless and stay tuned!